The heat. Is unbearable. And it's not even that hot, I'm just not good with heat. Me and the sun aren't the bestest of buddies. I can't concentrate on anything because of it, and if I put the fan on I can't listen to music or stuff without bothering other people in the house. So it's either fan or fun. I tend to listen to something when I'm drawing and if I can't do that then... it's not as fun. Which is why I'm getting super lazy with Bodyguard and random pieces of unfinished art.

Avatar may have something to do with this, though. I find I'm getting addicted to it, which means that I'm spending all my time watching it. Or, well, all the time Megavideo lets me to. No way I'm paying for it, so after 3 episodes or so I gotta wait for nearly and hour. And that's why I'm whining here. And all of a sudden I got nothing else to do (ha!) and I'm just roaming the web (the connection wasn't working yesterday but luckily it came back today).

Furthermore, I'm quite mad at my dentist. I got a cavity filled last spring and afterwards it was all weird, not smooth and shiny but it felt like matte or something. And now it came off. The filling I mean. Money well spent. So I've got another appointment on Friday, which is cool, but I'm going to have to walk there. About 4 km, which is also cool, except for the bloody heat. I could use a car, but it's our old car, a car I'm not used to driving, a car that feels like a tin can with an engine attached to it. I'm seriously afraid I'll crash it if I use it.

Which is a bit of a problem because my job begins next week and I don't think that walking everyday there for 10 am and walking back home at 5 pm is going to be fun. Hhhh... Yeah yeah, I know others have bigger problems than these but hell, they're not my problems and these are. So I'm complaining about these things, thank you very much.

But gotta go now, Avatar time.

EDIT

Solved the car-dentist problem: bicycle! Haven't ridden a bike in three years, but I'll manage... Better than the car, anyway. Internet problems are still continuous, it's on and off like a few minutes at a time. Fucking annoying. Buuuuut what can you do.